And I may have quit my job and retired so i am really really high...fucking EH what a GLORIOUS day...I shall relax and be GRANDPA !
Congrats, grandpa. An OTJ injury led to a very early retirement for me. A couple of years recovery, then life became very sweet. [ aka settlement ]. I'm one that never liked being in the work force for someone else, so though the process was painful, it's really worked out well since. Enjoy yours !
Definitely a set back on my end. It was an epiphany moment for me ripping open all those empty pods.
I feel ya, amigo. I've got a couple of "big bananas" hats waiting for some action since mid summer. The failure to make beans on that first attempt was almost crushing. But I smoke good weed like you, so there's comfort at the ready....but still... A lot of work / planning etc but mostly time. So we reset. I believe as strongly as ever in the project, and hope to have some pollen for a 2nd attempt in a couple of weeks. In your case, a change of strategy will likely benefit you long term, but it sure sucks in the moment. I say roll a joint, light a joint, put on a fashionable hat, walk the dog, finish the joint, and get back to work, dammit !